Bacchus has done it again. I need him out of my home now. The police are helping me and seeing if they can get in a professional. May God forgive me but this is the second time within in three days and I need to take care of my family.
My husband will not drive him up to our breeders place after this..... He DONE with him. Our breeder was willing to take him after the first initial incident but my husband decided to give him another chance. This time there was no arm extension nothing. He went into my daughter's bedroom to kiss her and was coming out of her room and I was standing behind him. My husband saw the signs of bacchus and was able to prepare himself.
Resource guarding me and my daughter??? whatever it was. Its done. Now its my job to try and find someone who is willing to take him and work with him? If not, then I have no other choice. My husband wants him out of the house. I have been sending emails all over to GS rescues... I just can't bear to think of putting Bacchus in a shelter. I am devastated and completely emotionally drained. I am completely guilt ridden over this decision, embarrassed, and will never, ever forgive myself for not be the leader I thought I was to Bacchus. I had him and as a puppy at 8 weeks. Cared for him, brougt him everywhere with me, housebroke him, played with him, trained him (and did the best I could) under all his illnesses, saved him from starvation when he was literally down to 80 lbs. and no vet could figure out why he was losing weight. He was my protector when my husband was away on business. He made me feel safe and secure when I was alone. I owe him. I owe him to try and find someone who loves GSD like I do to give him a new lease on life.
If any of the moderators are reading this, Teresa, Mike, Earl I need help. Chris has my number you can get it from him. I am doing my best under to keep calm and composed. Bacchus has been crying barking all night long as he is not use to being downstairs. He would not even take treats from me. It a F'ing mess so if anyone can help I would appreciate and so would my daughter Hunter who understands what is going on. I don't want to tell her that I had to euthanize him...because mama did not do a good enough job to help Bacchus find a loving home.


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